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… and not come back. Good thing my angels know how to pull me back when I need it, right? They always know where I need to be and give me strength when I most can use it. Thanks, guys.
Please send some love, light and energy to the most loved […]

By My Side
(Godspell soundtrack)
Where are you going?
Where are you going?
Can you take me with you?
For my hand is cold
And needs warmth
Where are you going?
Far beyond where the horizon lies
Where the horizon lies
And the land sinks into mellow blueness
Oh please, take me with you
Let me skip the road with you
I can dare myself
I can dare myself
I’ll […]

Lauren, my most beloved godchild went home to God this morning at 12:20am. She was with her mom and dad and it was very peaceful.
When things have settled and I have words to express how I feel, I will write more. It was Lauren who got me into blogging and allowed me […]

I’ve been running on pure emotion for days now and as the dust settles and I have to go on without my partner in crime, I find I miss her more and more. I know Friday and Saturday will be a wonderful celebration of her life and I really am looking forward to […]

Of course, I am the queen but that’s a matter for another day.

This is the last picture we all took together and I think it’s a wonderful one (Duh, I know). She’s wearing the nifty Rapunzel wig she got on spa day at Children’s and it looks fab on her. And yep, that’s […]

So … after a very emotional two weeks, I pick my life back up and move forward, step by step. It’s all the same and yet it’s all different. I was blessed to know Lauren for many years, loving her more each day. I will love her all the days […]

… trying to get my feet back on solid ground. It feels like nothing has changed and yet everything has changed. How weird.
The only other person I’ve lost that meant this much to me was my dad and then I was too young to really wrap my head around it. […]

And that’s a good thing. I think I just needed to wallow in it for a bit (which I did) and today, as I sit here on my couch, sip coffee and look outside at the beautiful sky and budding trees, I am thankful for another day. Yes, I miss her. But […]

… I’m trying to! Trust me!
So, how is everyone out there in Snarkyland? I am trying to catch up on some email and listening to Max bark at a cat meandering across the neighbor’s yard. My life is a thrill a minute, I’m tellin’ ya. That’s okay, though. I will […]

But not duty as in DUTY (husband of love) but duty as in visiting the mother. I usually get one weekend day of relative “do what I want” stuff and one day of “do what I have to” stuff. Today is the latter but that’s okay. Otherwise, I would just sit […]