Lauren, my most beloved godchild went home to God this morning at 12:20am. She was with her mom and dad and it was very peaceful.
When things have settled and I have words to express how I feel, I will write more. It was Lauren who got me into blogging and allowed me to put my thoughts into words and onto the “internets” and for that and a trillion other things, I thank her.
And babygirl, as your friends sang to you yesterday:
“Everywhere”
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that’s drifting over me
And when I wake you’re, you’re never there
But when I sleep you’re, you’re everywhere
You’re everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you’re here and who you are
‘Cause every time I look
You’re never there
And every time I sleep
You’re always there
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It’s hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water’s getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand
It’s then I understand
The beauty that’s within
It’s now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It’s you I breathe
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
You’re in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
3:48 pm
She was a wonderful girl! She will be missed by many. Love ya Lauren!!!
8:29 pm
Lisa, I am so sorry to hear about Lauren. I don’t know what to say other than that and to express my condolences to you and her family. I am grateful I got to know Lauren a bit by her helping me design my blog. I could sense through you that she was a great spirit, kind of character, filled with love and empathy, who will be missed by all who knew her. I will hold her, you and her family in the light.
5:29 pm
i’m so sorry for your loss.
10:20 pm
I’m here via Miss Doxie. Sending you love and light throught the internets, and hoping you find peace in this time of suckage.