I really don’t think I’ve slipped into normal “Lisa” mode yet. From being in the mountains of OK for 10 days to coming home to Mom going downhill fast and having a cold on top of that, I am in this funky “Don’t feel anything” place. Friday night’s visit with mom was tough for me since when I left 2 weeks ago, she was her usual self. This time, she could really just communicate with her eyes and a few whispered comments. It hit me hard. I cried all over her head (just like I did with Lauren) and felt just so sad about stuff. But then it was back to numb-chick Saturday and Sunday. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other and doing what needs to be done.
At some point, however, it’s gonna come for me and I will feel it all. But right now, I am numb – comfortably so.
Thank you, all, for your thoughts, prayers and love during this time. It’s so much appreciated (more than my numb self can tell you at the moment).
Oh buddy, Im so glad you have support during a time like this. Please know so many of us are sending warm comforting thoughts to both of you
You and your Mom are in my thoughts and in my God Box . I’m send love and pink thoughts to all of you. Please keep me posted. And really and truly, if you need anything please let me know.
Real live heart to heart hugs,
Kim
tearing up here over Uncle Charlie’s words.
Sending you more hugs and light.
Awwww … that was so loving. Thank you both so much for your love and support.
Lisa,
Few know just how difficult a time you are going through at this time. And it will take great strength to come through this turn-of-events as it will the next couple of steps. Know with all your heart that that there are those in and out of your family who are praying for your Mom and you in great abundance. We are petitioning HEAVEN to have great mercy on your Mom and to give you the strength you so need at this time.
We love you, Lisa, very much, and wish that life could be different for you at this moment. Unfortunately, we all have to go thru this period to fulfill the calling of God that life hereafter is why we are here in the first place. God is calling your Mom back to Him who gave her life. Sad as it is for we mortals, and as difficult as it is to understand, that’s an equal measure of how happy God is to have your Mom back with Him! We stand in prayer for Roe as she struggles for her life. We are here for you in any way you see fit.
Uncle Charlie & Aunt Carolyn