… which is good. However, this morning I was having some convoluted dreams about all kinds of things and overslept, missing meditation for the first time ever. I was too out of it to overly care, though.
Managed to stay in my own body during group counseling this afternoon – not sure how, maybe by breathing and doing this pinchy thing with my fingers. Who knows? But I did. I also admitted to the group that I was terrified of confronting anger and the thought if it caused me to contemplate leaving. I didn’t go into anything more than that but I considered it a win that I openly admitted it. There are very few I tell my secrets to and admitting stuff to a group (even one as safe and supportive as this) scares me to death.
Make me fall for you
As if I had nothing else to do
How could you make me?
Let me hold you true to everything I thought I knew
How could you make me?
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