Hello kids,
First, thanks Gal for leaving me nice comments. Â It makes me feel loved. Â (The rest of youse? Make me feel like I’m screaming into the abyss. Â Maybe I am. Â And not even screaming so much as just whining into the abyss. Â Maybe that should be the new tag line of Snarkypants!)
Second, I am so excited to have three days off this coming week! (Does a happy dance despite Duty being around for one of them – he’ll make me feel guilty for not cleaning or something.) Â Plus the three day weekend so that’s SIX (count ’em) days off. Â Surely I can get things done then! (Or not.)
Third, I just finished a really interesting course by Tom Jacobs on lessons your family members provide. Â He’s an evolutionary astrologer, medium and channel and it was really eye-opening. Â I accept the premise that souls make contracts prior to incarnation to learn certain things and this course was about understanding those lessons on a bigger scale. Â I found Tom through an iTunes podcast and loved working with him. Â In fact, I am taking the next course called “Soul Healing – Forgiveness & Giving and taking back energy” because the healing and insight from the last course so profound. Â You know me. Â I go where I am guided and then take action. Â (Most days.)
Fourth, I love my new iPad more than life itself. Â Believe me now and hear me later: it was damn near a mystical experience for me when I got it booted up and saw all the pretty colors and apps. Â I geek out about stuff like that (and the woo, of course) so this was thrilling for me. Duty didn’t give one shit about it. Â I’m really beginning to believe he’s living a monk’s life this go-round. Â He’s all about only the necessities most days. Â With the exception of a really cool sports car, he’s totally utilitarian in his approach to life. Â No frills, no muss. Â Life on a “need to know” basis. Â That’s an interesting way to live (said she who is really not that way at all.)
So, that’s the haps here.  Right now I’m feeling not quite in my skin.  And not even out of it so much.  Just hovering somewhere between the two.  It feels almost like how you downshift a car in order to shift into a higher gear.  Just sort of  …. waiting.
“The waiting is the hardest part / every day you see one more card / you take it on faith / you take it to the heart / the waiting is the hardest part” – Tom Petty
I want an iPad. I wish my takeaway from this post was more profound, but I am blinded by iPad envy.
I'm in "hover" mode myself. Totally get it.
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