Here’s the thing: if you choose to work with Andrea, you are choosing change, a big ass boot out of your comfort zone and results. I am making that conscious choice. (Hear that, Universe?)
So far, just making the decision has stirred up a lot of stuff – much of it about me stepping into my personal power and Duty having some small issues with that. I think some of it is because he doesn’t like what he does for a living and neither did I, so in that sense we were a vibrational match.
With my decision to step things up a level, we’ve become a vibrational mis-match because I’ll be doing what brings me enormous joy on a full-time basis. I’d like to be able to create enough joy for us both but that’s not my work to do.
Welcome Dissonance! I knew you’d show up! Wailing and gnashing of teeth are always such a treat!
There is no going back. I cannot continue to be the desk cog I’ve been for thirty years. I just can’t. So, I decided to engage Andrea’s services to move to the next level and let the Universe know in a big way that I’m ready (again) to go through that door.
Duty will support me as best he can. He always does. It doesn’t always look like what I consider support but I know he gives it with his heart. We’re together for some reason I’m not entirely sure about but who am I to argue with the Universe, eh? :)
The fun starts Monday and I’ll be rocking and rolling to step up my income so that I can leave the day job and jump into this – feets and all. Wish me luck!