A lesson I am learning every single day.
Sometimes it’s situations. Sometimes it’s relationships that shift and you move away from each other.
Sometimes it’s both plus a bunch more stuff.
As you can imagine with all the chaos and whatnot, I’m in the “both plus more” category these days. (Sigh) Yes, Universe, I hear you. I am not in the mood to get slammed like a big dog like I did in January 2013.
Duty has a couple good leads on jobs that he will be following up this week. Fingers crossed because I am not looking forward to going back to a day job. I will do it, of course, because I promised him and “you gots to do what you gots to do”, amirite?
And it could be a hell of a lot worse. I am thankful that Ye olde Place of Employ always seems to have a space for me when it’s needed (either on their end or now mine). It’s been shown to me time and again that PI flourishes when I have something to attend to outside the house. I thought the animal rescue work was taking care of that but maybe not.
Anyway, I’m putting it in the hands of the Universe. I’ve set my intention to not return there if at all possible, for Duty to get a new position at his current salary or better ASAP and for PI to rock on, regardless.
If you teach 100% trust in the hand of the Divine, you must walk that trust even when it feels like you’re tightrope walking without a net. (Duty is learning how to do that through my faithwalking. I can’t let him down.)
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