I do, of course, because my Guides have decreed it so and I tend to listen to them if I don’t want a smack upside my head. So, no drama.
But watching it from a distance is entertaining when my own little life starts to bore me. The issues with the woman from a couple weeks ago have somewhat abated but she’s still kicking it old school and spreading shit about someone else without naming names.
I am resisting the urge to find out all the backdoor details so far but oh, I want to.
It reminds me of how I loved to insert myself into drama when I was younger. People would tell me their secrets (because I’m just that kind of chick, even way back) and I’d try to “fix” things because I knew stuff and could help.
Yeah. No. This was not a good place for yours truly. It was more a way to feel powerful and involved when things in my own life were quiet. Hanging out in the quiet can be unnerving. Once I understood that I was sticking my nose into places where it so did not belong for my own gratification, I stopped.
But that tendency sometimes haunts me. Like it is now. I shall continue to MYOB and detach from the drama.
On another topic entirely, I have a girl crush.
Her name is Iliza Shlesinger and she’s pretty and funny. (I think she’s funny, anyway. Looking at the YouTube comments from this clip, uh, not everyone agrees on her humor quotient.)
And I have no idea why I just want to look at her all the time.
I don’t think I’ve started batting for the other team but yeah, she’s purty and I like her.