What’s the question, though?
Don’t really have one. Here’s some stuff rolling around in my head because you need to know.
1. I have this weird thing that’s been a thread throughout my life and it’s something I am not proud of. Here it is: there have been times, in the course of some of my friendships, where somehow a switch gets thrown and POOF! I just don’t want to be friends any longer. Like, all of a sudden, I just stop wanting to be your friend and often I can’t pinpoint the moment it happens but when it does happen, I know it.
Yeah, so, I’ve got a situation like that and I’m not sure (yet) how to re-wire it so it doesn’t happen. Everything is a choice, this is what I believe. So, it’s within my control to change it. I don’t know that I want to, though. And in case you’re reading this, it’s not you because this person doesn’t even know about my blog which is why I’m sharing it.
2. All the energy and joy has gone out of Practically Intuitive. I’m in a space between PI and what’s to come and right now, it feels like I’m walking around in clothes I hate. But I still have to generate income – especially to pay for the branding ($$$) and for household income. These are the times I’d like the security of a day job so money comes in even when I feel especially de-motivated. This, too, shall pass.
3. I got my new branding stuff and a launch calendar and promptly went into overwhelm. I don’t have anyone to help manage the launch and the nice VA I am working with won’t be a help because she’s more about doing what I tell her I need doing rather than walking next to (or even ahead of) me. I need an ahead of me person to manage it for me. Person, can you find me somehow? Can I put out a call to the Universe for that person? (I needs halp and lots of it!)
So, there you have it. Grumpy, whiny and fleh.
