When all I was doing was whining, I knew it was time to stop.
I have running conversations with myself 24/7 and I wonder if that’s an only child thing or if others do it, too. It was clear to me (and the 3 of you reading this) that the convos in my head were mostly whining and being pissy because that’s all I shared on these here pages. Efforts at being positive felt fake because that wasn’t what I was feeling.
For five days in April, when I was at Paisley Park, I felt complete joy. A calmness inside myself that I’ve not really experienced for any length of time. I traveled with two lovely women who bickered like friends who know each other so well and that bickering never once impinged on my joy. I sat in the backseat, content to go along with them on whatever journey they had planned.
It was such a profound sense of inner peace that I wanted to bottle it up, take it home and keep it for all time all the while knowing that I couldn’t and the work was just to feel it as deeply as I could.
A personal shift happened and it’s really yet to come through all the way but pieces are here and there. Prince has taken a seat behind me as I drive the car myself now. He’s still there, of course, but I know now that my skills are as good as they’ve ever been and I walk into the world as Lisa, the Oracle. More fully than before, and certainly bolder.
I start Level 4 Priestess work this month and I am so blessed to have been involved with Seven Sisters Mystery School. Prince led me there but it was up to me to use the skills. My mentor/teacher said I am a “stellar oracle” which thrilled me to death. (YEY me!)
Looking for ways to take myself into a bigger space with those skills so I can help others expand into their space. The more we open up to it, the better we’ll all be (IMO).
That’s all for now. See you soon?