I peruse some blogs from time to time and this is taken from one of them. Although they are someone else’s words, in many ways, I feel they apply to me.
From this site: Glimpseinamirror
Great Spirit, I don’t talk to you directly as often as I used to. Tonight, I need to the comfort of addressing you like this. Tonight, I need the comfort that a child seeks from a parent, a sense of belonging, a sense of being cared for, a sense of being WANTED in the world. That my existence makes a positive difference in this universe. I have felt so alone at my core for so long, a feeling that gives me great strength when I’m balanced and on track, and a feeling that causes me much sadness when I’m not.
Remind me that I’m living out a strange combination of previous intentions that still have roots in my heart. Remind me that I can cultivate new plants, dig up old roots, and bask in the sunshine of my own secret garden at any time I choose.
Remind me of the greatness that is LIFE that dwells inside my heart, and connects me with everything. Remind me that I’m always connected, even when I choose to feel pinched off, because in truth I am part of all that is.
Help me this week to bring closure to this chapter of my life, espcially when I struggle with it. I’m ready to move into the next chapter, even if I sometimes feel inadequate, and sometimes feel sadness at this ending.