And now, a new feature here on Snarkypants because I sure am getting bored of the old ones!
Well, not quite BJD, but close.
A page from my unexpurgated* diaries:
Still doing well on the “never say die-t” – my motivation is very strong and I’m really trying to change my eating behavior. I’m not eating after dinner which is a big one and trying to avoid eating a “treat” when I’m depressed. That one comes up alot – like today when I was wandering around the gallery feeling sad and lost, the urge was strong to get a cookie (just one) but I kept saying “there are things I want more than that.” And it helps me quite a bit. I try to think “are you really hungry or is this another need in disguise?” No answers yet but I’m trying. And yes, I am proud of myself for sticking to this. The weight will come off soon enough and I’ll begin to feel better about things. However, I am not happy at TRP. I hate this side of the business – Reorg, dividends, etc. I can’t see spending a year of my life doing something I dislike. I’m going to talk to Jim S. tomorrow re: going to personnel. This is a sucky decision. Bleah. What do you do when you realize you’ve made a mistake?
Yep, see? I was whining about the same crap 16 years ago! Goes to show ya, not much changes, does it?
Oh, I wanted to mention this – one of the nicest things about the new place of employ is that it’s situated right by a lake. I can sit out there at lunch and watch the geese and ducks paddle by (that is, when they are not being overly inquisitive about what I brought for eats!) and listen to the fountains. For a water baby like me, it’s a slice of heaven. Today I saw two baby geese float by and they looked so … determined but calm. I know their little feets were moving like hell underneath the water, though. It was nice to see.
(See, Godmommy – it’s not all “bitchlog” time here at SnarkyPantz!)
*adj : not having material deleted