Lauren, my most beloved godchild went home to God this morning at 12:20am. She was with her mom and dad and it was very peaceful.
When things have settled and I have words to express how I feel, I will write more. It was Lauren who got me into blogging and allowed me to put my thoughts into words and onto the “internets” and for that and a trillion other things, I thank her.
And babygirl, as your friends sang to you yesterday:
“Everywhere”
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that’s drifting over me
And when I wake you’re, you’re never there
But when I sleep you’re, you’re everywhere
You’re everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you’re here and who you are
‘Cause every time I look
You’re never there
And every time I sleep
You’re always there
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It’s hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water’s getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
I’m not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh
And when I touch your hand
It’s then I understand
The beauty that’s within
It’s now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
‘Cause you’re everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It’s you I breathe
You’re everything I know
That makes me believe
I’m not alone
You’re in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
I’m here via Miss Doxie. Sending you love and light throught the internets, and hoping you find peace in this time of suckage.
i’m so sorry for your loss.
Lisa, I am so sorry to hear about Lauren. I don’t know what to say other than that and to express my condolences to you and her family. I am grateful I got to know Lauren a bit by her helping me design my blog. I could sense through you that she was a great spirit, kind of character, filled with love and empathy, who will be missed by all who knew her. I will hold her, you and her family in the light.
She was a wonderful girl! She will be missed by many. Love ya Lauren!!!