Every single post I tried to write this week was full of whining and pissing and moaning. So, I
wrote published nothing. As you can imagine, I am not at all happy about where I find myself. Not at all.
There is nothing for me to do but give thanks for this lesson. And some other stuff.
I give thanks to the Universe for everything below
❤ Duty’s job that keeps his mind engaged and gives him focus.
❤ Spending the day surrounded by people I truly like
❤ My students and clients who roll with me through this new space
❤ My coach Jaelin who knows I have it in me to get through this piece even if I don’t
❤ Zinfandel + Diet Sierra Mist (It sounds gross and Jersey-shore and I don’t care. I like it.)
❤ The love of my doggies
❤ All those who hold me in their loving space as I work through this.
I wish I could share all the 100000 things that are going through my head – for one thing, there’s a heaping helping of GUILT that I have a job with a steady income and all I want to do is toss it away. (Trust me, if I could give it back to the nice cage lady along with my salary, I’d do it so fast your head would spin watching me.)
There’s anger at myself for creating this scenario for reasons I don’t yet know.
And I’m tired of being tired and unhappy.
Whenever you see me write a gratitude post from here on, it’s a way of shifting my vibration.
If you’re still reading this blog through all the whining and complaining and bitching, I thank you. ❤