Posts in category Manifesting in 3D

As the Universe turns

March 1, 2012 Written by Lisa

…. what’s that saying “Be careful what you wish for?”

Yes. I shall.

Because I see now just how powerful a manifestor I am.

So powerful, that I’ve manifested myself out of the day job effective March 23rd! And I even manifested extra money (in the form of severance pay and some extras) to help make it easier. No resistance from Duty (since it was out of my hands!) – just lots of love and acceptance.

Getting laid off feels odd – have only had it happen once before when companies reorganized and even then it just felt like “We don’t want you anymore” even though I know that’s not the case then nor is it now. In this case, two offices are being combined and something happened to make the woman who has the job there want the job here (i.e.: my job) and since only one of us can be it and she’s got seniority, I get to go.

And it’s a true blessing because for at least the past week, I’ve been dragging my feet more than usual having to be there. Every morning I’d think “I cannot do this one. more. day” and now I won’t have to. I’m sad right now because I will miss my friends there but when I walk through the sadness, there will be enormous joy because I’m free now to create the business I want. No more getting in my own way or getting cold feet. You all know how long in then making this has been and it’s all playing out as it needs to.

So long to BrokerBoy and Mini-me, idiot callers on the phone, having to greet people and talk about the weather and much more. My last day is March 22nd (but the Uni has arranged to have me paid through April 30!) so it’s smooth sailing for me.

Let this be notice to you, though – if something is meant to be, it’s gonna be whether you put it into play or “fate” does. So, align your thoughts to what you want. Or not. And watch what happens!

Happy Stuff, Hell freezes over, High Drama

Jumping into the fire – feets first!

February 8, 2012 Written by Lisa

And so it begins, baybees. I’ve agreed to work in depth with my fabulous teacher and mentor Andrea Hess to bring Practically Intuitive to the next level so I can leave the day job. (EEEEK!!)

Here’s the thing: if you choose to work with Andrea, you are choosing change, a big ass boot out of your comfort zone and results. I am making that conscious choice. (Hear that, Universe?)

So far, just making the decision has stirred up a lot of stuff – much of it about me stepping into my personal power and Duty having some small issues with that. I think some of it is because he doesn’t like what he does for a living and neither did I, so in that sense we were a vibrational match.

With my decision to step things up a level, we’ve become a vibrational mis-match because I’ll be doing what brings me enormous joy on a full-time basis. I’d like to be able to create enough joy for us both but that’s not my work to do.

Welcome Dissonance! I knew you’d show up! Wailing and gnashing of teeth are always such a treat!

There is no going back. I cannot continue to be the desk cog I’ve been for thirty years. I just can’t. So, I decided to engage Andrea’s services to move to the next level and let the Universe know in a big way that I’m ready (again) to go through that door.

Duty will support me as best he can. He always does. It doesn’t always look like what I consider support but I know he gives it with his heart. We’re together for some reason I’m not entirely sure about but who am I to argue with the Universe, eh? :)

The fun starts Monday and I’ll be rocking and rolling to step up my income so that I can leave the day job and jump into this – feets and all. Wish me luck!

General Blatherings, Happy Stuff, Hell freezes over

OMFG

April 28, 2011 Written by Lisa

For reals: OMFG, y’all

So, let’s recap, shall we:

1. I have sincere conversation with Duty about a timeline for my leaving pain in the ass day job. He says “$6000 in the bank and a possible part time job and then I might feel okay about it.”

1a. I haz a sad about it because I cannot stand day job any more.

2. Vow that no one shall stand in the way of what I want. Choose $3000/empowerment for manifesting amount and words, mindful that this is double what I had last month but what the hell, right? I can stand a bit of chaos.

2a. Universe laughs. And the ~~thunder~~ chaos rolls.

3. Forced to take on 3x the amount of responsibility at work. Whole office is in uproar as the departure of one person has created a tear in the time-space continuum and all goes to hell on board the USS Enterprise.

4. At night, brain too fried to create classes as planned. Whole month’s income goes down the toilet as I barely make $1000.

5. Begin to make peace with the fact that $3000 and an “I will show all of you not to get in my way” attitude does not an abundant month make.

6. Work diligently at creating a more peaceful space and let go of the urgency to leave that damn job NOW.

7. Take a class on energy and family dynamics wherein I am told that a big part of my work now is to forgive myself for all that I have done or not done and to move on from that place. Truly forgive from a heartful place of compassion.

8. Take 2nd glass of wine, sit out under the stars and cry into a place of self-forgiveness for all manner of stupid shit in life.

9. Begin again to feel at peace with the flow of things.

10. Damn near crap pants as $6000 falls into my lap out of nowhere. (I am so not kidding. It really did.)

11. Listen to Duty (still in Korea) nearly crap his pants as I point out to him that he said if I had $6000 in the bank, I could quit day job. Know that he’s going to rain on my parade with this somehow but hope he gets that this is a gift from the Universe delivered through a specific channel. He both rains and gets.

12. Remind him that he told me last summer “I’m not sure I totally understand all this stuff you do but I have to say that weird things do happen around you that I can’t explain.”

13. Mention that I am not planning on leaving job tomorrow (or even in a month) but September is what I’m shooting for (per my astrologer). Hear him heave a sigh of relief.

14. Laugh to myself about how the Universe and my Angels always, always amaze me.

15. Send love to Jody for typos and encouragement.

16. Dance around house.

17. Empowerment came through after all, yo!

and the word for the coming month? Guess what? Receptivity as in “I am open to receiving from the Universe” – no better way to start the month, eh?

So yeah. OMFG. For reals.

Happy Stuff, Light Bulb, Pretty Sure Ive gone insane, Random Acts of Kindness, teh WooWoo

Holy Moley!

April 1, 2011 Written by Lisa

Holy Moley!!

Just a quick note to say that I seem to have chosen exactly the right word for my manifesting work this month – EMPOWERMENT. Duty and I agreed that I could leave the full-time job when I have banked $6000 from my business. I’m not usually one for challenges but I want this like hardcore bad so I am manifesting my ass off. $3000 for April is the goal.

Two days into it, I have $535 that has appeared, I swear to you, out of freaking nowhere! People are booking appointments left and right! Woo hooo!!

Here’s why: the whole issue at work with that broker? Yeah, I took control of it and even of his business and am totally running it for him. When he and I met to discuss this, *I* took charge of the meeting, laid out what was going on and how we (together) were going to work. I will not allow myself to be overwhelmed by this and let it get in my damn way. Oh hell no.

Clearly, doing that is aligned with my path, purpose and intention because that money is flowing. I’ll know I’m off track when it stops. I’ve even decided that I am going to take that attitude and put it into practice in other areas because that can only help.

Also too: I made an agreement with myself that the first month I make $3000 I can buy an iPad. And I want that (almost) as bad as getting out of the day job.

tee hee – this is no April Fool’s joke either!

Blah blah blah, Happy Stuff

SUCCESS!

February 21, 2011 Written by Lisa

Wooot! Kim did a fabulous job and it went really well. Better than I thought it would, actually.

I didn’t feel overwhelmed because she just told me where to start and what to do. While I’m not the most compliant of chicks, I did so in this case because I *know* that if I have to both think and do when it comes to this, it’s easy for me to go into overwhelm. She surveyed the room we were to start in and got a plan together. In fact, she’s going to come over every two weeks and we’ll work on it bit by bit.

The cool thing I realized is that she can see potential in a house like I can see potential in a person. We all have to work to our strengths and looking at an empty (or horrifically cluttered) room and seeing what could be is so not mine. But it is hers and I am thankful for that, truly. We went to Kmart to get some plastic bins for things and looked at curtains for my office (yep, I am working to get that together!). She said let’s look at twin sheets because you can use them as curtains with a bit of alterations. I told her I was essentially a 12 year old girl at heart and so we looked at sheets in the children’s aisle. I found something with flowers on it that I loved so we got that. Wheee! That’s a project for another day. I was pooped by the end of the day and I didn’t do even a third of what she did but it brings her the same kind of joy my woo stuff brings me. I find that interesting. (I find a lot of things interesting. For example, the fact that I am content eating peanut butter on one slice of wheat bread for dinner every single night last week. Shhh! Don’t tell Duty.)

It felt really good to let go of a lot of stuff. Duty and I will be making runs to the dump and the hospice place where I donate unwanted items next week. That will make him really, really happy. Happy Duty = peaceful and nice household and I’m pretty much all for that.

She left me a few things to accomplish before she returns in two weeks so I’m going to work on it bit by bit each day. And I know that by creating a space for my intuitive work, it will flow that much more easily to me.

Brags, Happy Stuff, Light Bulb, Pretty Sure Ive gone insane, Secretly 12 years old, teh WooWoo